<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:googleplay="http://www.google.com/schemas/play-podcasts/1.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[The Available Brain]]></title><description><![CDATA[Essays on cognitive debt, human judgment, and leadership in the age of AI.]]></description><link>https://read.jimkoetting.com</link><image><url>https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!eGSS!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F3bc04aee-2c80-44ad-b5d6-a297fb077ec0_1254x1254.png</url><title>The Available Brain</title><link>https://read.jimkoetting.com</link></image><generator>Substack</generator><lastBuildDate>Sun, 06 Sep 2026 19:52:14 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://read.jimkoetting.com/feed" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><copyright><![CDATA[Jim Koetting]]></copyright><language><![CDATA[en]]></language><webMaster><![CDATA[jimkoetting@substack.com]]></webMaster><itunes:owner><itunes:email><![CDATA[jimkoetting@substack.com]]></itunes:email><itunes:name><![CDATA[Jim Koetting]]></itunes:name></itunes:owner><itunes:author><![CDATA[Jim Koetting]]></itunes:author><googleplay:owner><![CDATA[jimkoetting@substack.com]]></googleplay:owner><googleplay:email><![CDATA[jimkoetting@substack.com]]></googleplay:email><googleplay:author><![CDATA[Jim Koetting]]></googleplay:author><itunes:block><![CDATA[Yes]]></itunes:block><item><title><![CDATA[Your Company Is Paying Interest on What It Forgot ]]></title><description><![CDATA[Cognitive debt was already slowing organizations down. AI is about to make the balance much larger.]]></description><link>https://read.jimkoetting.com/p/your-company-is-paying-interest-on</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://read.jimkoetting.com/p/your-company-is-paying-interest-on</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Jim Koetting]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 06 Sep 2026 14:45:16 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!J5pX!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F13403911-7e10-4f4d-87f9-fbac7e03690d_1536x1024.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p></p><p><em>By Jim Koetting</em></p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://read.jimkoetting.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">The Available Brain is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>Somewhere in your company&#8217;s financials there is an expense no accountant has ever booked. It has no budget line, no owner, and no year-end review, yet you fund it every single day. It is the payroll you spend paying good people to reconstruct things your organization already knew: decisions that evaporated after the meeting ended, ownership that everyone assumed and no one confirmed, context that walked out the door when somebody changed jobs.</p><p>You know the symptoms, even if you&#8217;ve never connected them. Meetings keep getting longer while less gets decided. Projects drift. You ask for the same status update three times in one week, and here is the part worth sitting with: it is not because your people are incapable. It is because reality inside your company has become genuinely difficult to see, for them and for you.</p><p>Most leaders diagnose this as a communication problem, and honestly, that&#8217;s a reasonable guess. It also happens to be wrong. Your organization communicates constantly. Emails, meetings, Slack threads, presentations, calls, dashboards, project boards. If communication volume could fix this, it would have been fixed years ago. The problem is that communication does not preserve understanding. Information moves between people all day while organizational memory quietly falls apart, and no amount of additional messaging repairs that.</p><p>Software engineers wrestled with a version of this problem for decades before they found the words for it. What happened when they finally did is worth your attention, because it points to a way out.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!J5pX!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F13403911-7e10-4f4d-87f9-fbac7e03690d_1536x1024.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!J5pX!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F13403911-7e10-4f4d-87f9-fbac7e03690d_1536x1024.png 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!J5pX!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F13403911-7e10-4f4d-87f9-fbac7e03690d_1536x1024.png 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!J5pX!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F13403911-7e10-4f4d-87f9-fbac7e03690d_1536x1024.png 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!J5pX!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F13403911-7e10-4f4d-87f9-fbac7e03690d_1536x1024.png 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!J5pX!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F13403911-7e10-4f4d-87f9-fbac7e03690d_1536x1024.png" width="1456" height="971" data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/13403911-7e10-4f4d-87f9-fbac7e03690d_1536x1024.png&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:null,&quot;height&quot;:971,&quot;width&quot;:1456,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:null,&quot;bytes&quot;:3282828,&quot;alt&quot;:null,&quot;title&quot;:null,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;image/png&quot;,&quot;href&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:false,&quot;topImage&quot;:true,&quot;internalRedirect&quot;:&quot;https://read.jimkoetting.com/i/214430259?img=https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F13403911-7e10-4f4d-87f9-fbac7e03690d_1536x1024.png&quot;,&quot;isProcessing&quot;:false,&quot;align&quot;:null,&quot;offset&quot;:false}" class="sizing-normal" alt="" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!J5pX!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F13403911-7e10-4f4d-87f9-fbac7e03690d_1536x1024.png 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!J5pX!,w_848,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F13403911-7e10-4f4d-87f9-fbac7e03690d_1536x1024.png 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!J5pX!,w_1272,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F13403911-7e10-4f4d-87f9-fbac7e03690d_1536x1024.png 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!J5pX!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F13403911-7e10-4f4d-87f9-fbac7e03690d_1536x1024.png 1456w" sizes="100vw" fetchpriority="high"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg aria-hidden="true" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><p></p><h2>The Debt That Doesn&#8217;t Live in Code</h2><p>Picture a city that has grown continuously for a hundred years. A road was widened without moving the buildings around it. A temporary bridge went up because there was no time for a permanent one, and forty years later it is still carrying traffic. Power lines got rerouted around new construction. Old buildings were grafted onto infrastructure never designed to hold them. Here&#8217;s the thing: almost every one of those decisions was rational when it was made. Each solved a real problem, satisfied a pressing need, or postponed an expense the city could not afford that year. Nobody was foolish. Nobody was lazy.</p><p>But residents don&#8217;t experience the city one decision at a time. They inherit the cumulative effect of thousands of choices that were never designed to work together. Navigation gets confusing. Maintenance gets expensive. Simple improvements require engineers to untangle yesterday&#8217;s compromises before they can build tomorrow&#8217;s solutions. The city still functions, but a growing share of its energy goes to working around its own history.</p><p>Software ages the same way. Even a well-designed application collides quickly with commercial reality. Customers demand features. Competitors force pivots. Security holes need patching today, not next quarter. So developers make practical trade-offs: duplicate some code instead of redesigning the subsystem, skip the documentation because shipping matters more, patch the aging component because it still works well enough. Each choice saves time now by borrowing complexity from later.</p><p>In the early 1990s, a programmer named Ward Cunningham gave that accumulated burden a name his executives could understand: technical debt. The brilliance of the metaphor is that debt is not an insult. Businesses borrow to build factories and fund growth; borrowing is often the smart move. Debt becomes dangerous only when it&#8217;s invisible, when interest compounds faster than repayment, or when nobody knows the true balance. A company drowning in technical debt hasn&#8217;t lost its talent. It has simply made too many short-term accommodations for too long without ever reserving time to reconcile them.</p><p>If you lead a hospital, a manufacturer, a bank, a law firm, a university, a nonprofit, or an agency, you are carrying the same kind of debt. Yours just doesn&#8217;t live in code. It accumulates through undocumented decisions, ambiguous ownership, disconnected systems, contradictory instructions, and knowledge that exists only in one person&#8217;s inbox or one person&#8217;s head. I call it <strong>cognitive debt</strong>: the burden created when people and organizations repeatedly trade sustained thought, shared understanding, and sound judgment for speed, convenience, and immediate output.</p><p>You&#8217;ve watched this happen, probably without naming it. A small company holds its essential knowledge in a few closely connected minds, and it works. Then the company grows, and the shared picture fragments. Sales carries one version of reality, operations another. Finance understands constraints product has never seen. Marketing knows things about customers that engineering will never hear. Every department acts rationally on what it can see, while the whole becomes harder and harder to understand. Again: nobody failed. The structure did.</p><p>Or watch a single decision travel through your company this week. It gets made in a meeting. Fragments land in handwritten notes; other fragments land in a Teams thread. Someone sends a summary email that half the recipients skim. The project manager updates the board, but only after two priorities have already shifted. One executive mentions the decision in a hallway, another references it on a customer call, and a third remembers it differently. Nobody set out to create confusion. By Friday there are six slightly different versions of the same reality, and your people are choosing between them blind.</p><p>Now consider what that costs the humans involved, because this is where the debt stops being abstract. Before your people can do the work, they must reconstruct the conditions around it. They hunt for documents, compare contradictory instructions, reread old threads, and quietly ask a colleague who actually owns this. The brainpower that should have gone to analysis, creativity, and judgment gets consumed recovering context the organization failed to preserve. If you have ever wondered why smart, motivated people seem to move slowly in your company, this is very often the answer. They aren&#8217;t slow. They&#8217;re taxed.</p><p>Like all debt, this one charges interest. It shows up in meetings that begin with twenty minutes of reconstruction. In every new hire who spends months relearning what the company already paid to learn once. In talented professionals burning hours searching for information they know exists somewhere. In teams that postpone decisions because nobody trusts the available version of the facts. None of it appears on your P&amp;L, but every dollar of it is payroll, spent recovering clarity that should never have been lost.</p><p>One more layer, and it&#8217;s the one leaders least like to look at. The debt hides in structural places: decisions never durably recorded, ownership implied rather than established, context trapped inside departments. But it also hides in a relational place: connections too thin to carry information reliably. When trust is weak, even perfectly preserved information gets questioned, filtered, withheld, or misread. Whatever clarity you manage to create starts leaking away in the space between people. You cannot fix that with software.</p><p>David Allen captured the personal version of this in <em>Getting Things Done</em>: the mind is for having ideas, not holding them. Every uncaptured commitment occupies bandwidth, because the brain keeps reminding itself that something remains open. You have probably felt that at eleven at night, staring at the ceiling, running the list. Organizations have been slower to learn the collective version of the lesson. They behave as though memory can scale indefinitely, as though hundreds of people can coordinate thousands of commitments across disconnected systems without friction. They can&#8217;t. So companies start mistaking effort for clarity and activity for alignment, and everyone works harder while understanding less.</p><h2>When AI Makes Output Abundant</h2><p>If you feel a certain unease about AI arriving in the middle of all this, trust it. That instinct is sound.</p><p>Cognitive debt was expensive before generative AI, but its growth had a natural governor: the speed at which humans can produce information. A person can only write so many reports in a week. AI removes the governor. Your organization can now produce more documents, analyses, summaries, proposals, and recommendations than your people have the time or mental capacity to evaluate. Read that sentence again, because the constraint that just disappeared was quietly protecting you.</p><p>AI is an amplifier, and amplifiers don&#8217;t care what signal they receive. Hand it to an organization with clear decisions, explicit ownership, and strong shared understanding, and it converts that clarity into extraordinary leverage. Hand it to a company already drowning in cognitive debt, and it accelerates the drowning: more reports nobody reads, more summaries of meetings where nobody truly aligned, more confident versions of reality generated faster than anyone can reconcile them.</p><p>This is the paradox at the center of every AI adoption conversation you&#8217;ll have this year. The cost of producing an answer is collapsing. The cost of determining whether it&#8217;s the right answer is not. A report generates in seconds, but someone still has to decide whether its assumptions hold, whether its information is current, whether it reflects the decision actually made, and whether acting on it will work. That someone is you, or somebody you pay. AI increases the volume of material without increasing anyone&#8217;s capacity to understand what it means.</p><p><strong>When output becomes unlimited, judgment becomes priceless.</strong> Judgment decides which questions deserve asking, which information matters, which trade-offs are acceptable, and which consequences cannot be delegated to a machine. As production gets easier, discernment gets scarcer and therefore more valuable. The rare resource in your company will no longer be the ability to create another report. It will be the presence of a mind capable of deciding what deserves attention.</p><p>There&#8217;s a subtler danger underneath, and it may be the most important paragraph in this piece. Cognitive debt doesn&#8217;t grow only when information gets lost. It also grows when attention fragments, when people bounce reflexively between screens, when difficult thought gets replaced by rapid production, and when we accept fluent answers before forming our own questions. That last one deserves honesty: it is seductive, it is available to all of us right now, and none of us is above it. An organization can increase its visible output while quietly weakening the human understanding underneath, and from the outside the two look identical for a surprisingly long time.</p><p>This is why cognitive debt will become one of the defining leadership challenges of the next decade. The companies that pay it down will convert AI into compounding advantage, because their people supply the context and judgment the technology lacks. The companies that ignore it will run increasingly powerful engines on increasingly fragmented fuel, producing more while knowing less.</p><h2>Naming What We Owe</h2><p>Here&#8217;s the most hopeful part of the technical debt story, and the reason this essay exists. Engineers didn&#8217;t discover a new problem in 1992. The burden had existed for decades, and developers felt the drag every day. But &#8220;the code is getting harder to work with&#8221; sounded like an internal complaint. The language of debt made the future cost of present compromises visible to people who controlled budgets. Naming the problem didn&#8217;t repay it. It made repayment conceivable.</p><p>You are standing at the same point with cognitive debt, and so is nearly every leader you know. The drag is real and the symptoms are everywhere, but they keep getting misdiagnosed as separate problems: poor communication, ineffective meetings, weak accountability, the wrong technology, resistance to change. Each diagnosis contains a sliver of truth. None of them explains why capable people can work this hard while the organization becomes harder to understand. If you&#8217;ve cycled through those diagnoses and watched the fixes fail, the problem was never your effort. You were treating symptoms of a condition that didn&#8217;t yet have a name.</p><p>Once it has a name, you can trace it. You can start asking questions this week that most leaders never ask. Do decisions survive the meetings where they&#8217;re made? Is ownership explicit, or assumed? Can context travel across departmental boundaries, or does it die at the border? Do your people have enough cognitive capacity left to exercise the judgment you hired them for? Is your technology preserving understanding, or just increasing the volume everyone must process? And the uncomfortable one: do people trust each other enough to share what they know, challenge what looks wrong, and admit when reality has changed?</p><p>The organizations that thrive in the age of AI will not be the ones that generate the most output. They&#8217;ll be the ones that preserve enough shared understanding to know which output matters, which decisions must remain human, and which version of reality can be trusted. Cognitive debt is what piles up when the capacity for that judgment gets spent reconstructing what the organization should already know.</p><p>The balance is invisible. The interest is not: you pay it daily in time, attention, trust, execution, and opportunities that quietly expire. The first act of repayment costs nothing and starts today. Learn to recognize what your organization owes.</p><div><hr></div><p><strong>How much cognitive debt is your organization carrying?</strong> Explore the Cognitive Debt Organizational Assessment at <a href="https://cognitivedebt.io/">cognitivedebt.io</a> and begin identifying where the interest is accumulating.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://read.jimkoetting.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">The Available Brain is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Sound of Forty-Seven ]]></title><description><![CDATA[The most dangerous blind spots are the ones that feel like certainty.]]></description><link>https://read.jimkoetting.com/p/the-sound-of-forty-seven</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://read.jimkoetting.com/p/the-sound-of-forty-seven</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Jim Koetting]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 05 Sep 2026 16:03:05 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!wpXt!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F08f0a4ee-babc-4268-a68a-61cd9c3fc183_1536x1024.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://read.jimkoetting.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe now&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="https://read.jimkoetting.com/subscribe?"><span>Subscribe now</span></a></p><p>How wrong can a person be about something he did five minutes ago, out loud, in front of witnesses?</p><p>Not wrong about a memory from childhood, or a decision made years back where time has sanded down the details. Wrong about right now. Wrong about words that just left his own mouth.</p><p>The answer arrived on a Tuesday night at Toastmasters, in a borrowed room that smelled like burnt coffee, with folding chairs and a wooden lectern that leaned a little to the left no matter how many times somebody straightened it. The speech had gone well, or so it seemed from behind the lectern. The notes stayed in order. Every planned point got made. The walk back to the chair had the quiet satisfaction of a job done cleanly.</p><p>Then the ah-counter stood up.</p><p>If you&#8217;ve never been to Toastmasters, the ah-counter is exactly what it sounds like: a member whose only job that night is to tally your filler words. Every um, every ah, every &#8220;you know&#8221; that leaks out while the brain catches up to the mouth. Ours was an older gentleman with a narrow notebook and a pen that had clearly spent thirty years in the same shirt pocket. Before reading his count, he did something that turned out to be the whole lesson. He asked the speaker to guess the number first.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!wpXt!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F08f0a4ee-babc-4268-a68a-61cd9c3fc183_1536x1024.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!wpXt!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F08f0a4ee-babc-4268-a68a-61cd9c3fc183_1536x1024.png 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!wpXt!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F08f0a4ee-babc-4268-a68a-61cd9c3fc183_1536x1024.png 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!wpXt!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F08f0a4ee-babc-4268-a68a-61cd9c3fc183_1536x1024.png 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!wpXt!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F08f0a4ee-babc-4268-a68a-61cd9c3fc183_1536x1024.png 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!wpXt!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F08f0a4ee-babc-4268-a68a-61cd9c3fc183_1536x1024.png" width="1456" height="971" data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/08f0a4ee-babc-4268-a68a-61cd9c3fc183_1536x1024.png&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:null,&quot;height&quot;:971,&quot;width&quot;:1456,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:null,&quot;bytes&quot;:3439767,&quot;alt&quot;:null,&quot;title&quot;:null,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;image/png&quot;,&quot;href&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:false,&quot;topImage&quot;:true,&quot;internalRedirect&quot;:&quot;https://jimkoetting.substack.com/i/214308874?img=https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F08f0a4ee-babc-4268-a68a-61cd9c3fc183_1536x1024.png&quot;,&quot;isProcessing&quot;:false,&quot;align&quot;:null,&quot;offset&quot;:false}" class="sizing-normal" alt="" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!wpXt!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F08f0a4ee-babc-4268-a68a-61cd9c3fc183_1536x1024.png 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!wpXt!,w_848,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F08f0a4ee-babc-4268-a68a-61cd9c3fc183_1536x1024.png 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!wpXt!,w_1272,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F08f0a4ee-babc-4268-a68a-61cd9c3fc183_1536x1024.png 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!wpXt!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F08f0a4ee-babc-4268-a68a-61cd9c3fc183_1536x1024.png 1456w" sizes="100vw" fetchpriority="high"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg aria-hidden="true" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><p>The speech replayed in memory easily enough: a hesitation here, maybe a stray um while the next thought loaded. &#8220;Three,&#8221; came my answer. Confident. He looked down at his notebook.</p><p>&#8220;Forty-seven.&#8221;</p><p>That number rode home in the car and refused to get out of my head. Not because forty-seven filler words is embarrassing, since everybody at Toastmasters has a number like that in their past, but because not one of them had registered. This wasn&#8217;t off by a little. It was off by a factor of fifteen, about something done minutes earlier, out loud, in front of people. The speaker my memory recorded and the speaker that room actually heard were two different men, and only one of them had ever shown up in the mirror.</p><p>The question that followed was worse than the number itself. If self-perception could miss by that much on something so immediate and so public, what else was going unheard? People walk out of meetings certain they were clear. They end conversations convinced the point landed. Meanwhile everyone else in the room is quietly working around noise the speaker doesn&#8217;t know he&#8217;s making. The ah-counter just happens to write his tally down.</p><p>After that night, Toastmasters stopped being a club and became something closer to a lab. Recording the speeches was the easy part. Listening back was not, and it is not recommended as entertainment. The tape is merciless. It doesn&#8217;t preserve what a speaker meant; it preserves what he said. Where memory had filed away a smooth transition, the recording revealed rushing and a tightened voice. Where a pause could have landed with real weight, nervous sound had rushed in to fill the silence. Memory, it turns out, edits the footage constantly. </p><p>That discipline eventually led to the National Speakers Association and into rooms where the standard ran considerably higher than an ah-counter with a notebook. The early material wasn&#8217;t the inspirational kind: estate planning, public-fund investing, managing multibillion-dollar fixed-income portfolios. The audience was bankers, state treasurers, and government finance officers. Nobody in those seats leaned forward hoping to feel something. They leaned forward to check the math.</p><p>Rooms like that teach a specific lesson about communication. When the decisions on the table involve public money and the listeners are paid to be skeptical, no amount of energy rescues a weak argument. There is no theatrical move that saves a sentence that doesn&#8217;t hold. The language has to carry the entire weight of the idea, or the idea goes down with it.</p><p>Public Fund Investing for Dummies came out in 2007, and writing it became a masterclass in the hardest kind of communication: translating complexity without distorting it. The goal was never to make sophisticated ideas sound simple. It was to make them understandable while preserving their integrity, which is a much narrower target. Then the financial crisis arrived, interest rates fell off a cliff, and risks the book had been describing in the abstract became urgently real. Invitations multiplied. So did the teaching, eventually including work on professional accreditation programs across the country.</p><p>Those rooms taught the mechanics of explaining consequential ideas. But the rooms that taught the most about communication looked nothing like a conference hall. They were quieter, arranged in imperfect circles of metal folding chairs, coffee brewing in the corner, and a tension in the air heavier than anything financial risk produces. I have been clean and sober since November 16, 1989. In recovery meetings, there are no slides, no impressive introduction, no credential capable of carrying the story. There is only the truth of your experience, offered plainly: what my life was like, what happened, and what my life is like now.</p><p>The first part of that story contains wreckage. Broken trust, strained relationships, mornings that began with shame already in the room. And the turning point is rarely the triumphant moment people imagine. More often it begins with surrender, the admission that the life you are defending is destroying you and that your own thinking can no longer be trusted to lead you out. The last part of the story is not about perfection. It is about restoration, the slow return of dignity, trust, usefulness, and hope. People hear that progression and change the trajectory of their lives. Marriages get repaired. Families reunite. Men become present for children who had learned not to depend on them.</p><p>Not everyone finds the way out. Some of the funerals were overdoses. Some were suicides. Others simply disappeared, into prison systems or into lives narrowed almost beyond recognition. Stand in those rooms long enough and a conviction settles in: storytelling is not performance. It is stewardship. The way a story is told can open a door someone believed was permanently closed, or leave that door invisible.</p><p>That conviction eventually shaped the writing. It runs through Hijacked, a book born from watching how easily human judgment gets overtaken by fear, ego, addiction, resentment, technology, and distortions so subtle they barely register. Its companion journal, Unhijacked, grew from a related conviction: reclaiming clarity takes more than inspiration. It takes disciplined reflection, and the willingness to examine thoughts that feel unquestionably true.</p><p>Then, several years ago, came another level of rigor entirely. David JP Phillips was speaking about the science of storytelling in a famous TEDx talk, and what stood out was not his charisma but his insistence on measurement. In another TEDx talk, he described 110 observable elements of communication: voice, language, facial expression, body alignment, nervous energy, confidence, credibility, focus, presence. The framework appealed to the same instinct that once led to studying investment risk. If communication could be observed, it could be measured. If it could be measured, it could be improved.</p><p>Measurement, of course, also meant surrendering the flattering version of the speaker that existed only in his own mind. Some lessons apparently need to be learned more than once. The initial evaluation in Phillips&#8217;s year-long Presenter Mastery Program came back 39 out of 110. The score didn&#8217;t say incapable. It said, once again, that most of my communication was happening outside my own awareness. Forty-seven filler words had made the same point decades earlier. This was just the ah-counter with better instruments.</p><p>The improvement was unglamorous. Shoulder tension that showed up under pressure. Tonal shifts that undercut declarative statements. Facial expressions arriving a beat behind the meaning of the words. Movements that broadcast uncertainty even when the feeling inside was confidence. Dismantling habits built over decades offered no dramatic breakthrough, only observation, correction, practice, and another meeting with the gap between intention and impact.</p><p>The TEDx talk, now viewed more than 109,000 times, was the visible result. But the truer test came later, during a live keynote where nearly everything failed at once. The microphone cut out mid-sentence. The slides froze. The cameras faltered, and a murmur moved through the audience as the production unraveled. What held was not the technology. It was the preparation, and every broken moment was handled with a smile, some grace, and the composure that only comes from doing the work when no one was watching.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!b-o6!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F909a87dd-bc9a-4a06-9ad4-cf25461b2cf8_6833x4652.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!b-o6!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F909a87dd-bc9a-4a06-9ad4-cf25461b2cf8_6833x4652.jpeg 424w, 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This time there was a pause, an adjustment, and the next sentence. The technology failed. The presence did not, and the room held. The final evaluation under the 110STEPS&#8482; standard came back 79.5 out of 110, more than double where the journey began.</p><p>The diploma arrived recently, signed by David JP Phillips and his team. It matters, though not because another credential changes anything. It matters for what it represents: the willingness to put a deeply familiar part of oneself under honest measurement. Programs with real rigor do not flatter. They refine. They expose the habits self-image has learned to conceal, and they narrow the distance between how we believe we show up and how other people actually experience us.</p><p>For leaders, that distance is not a minor personal development issue. It compounds into organizational liability. A leader believes she has invited disagreement, while everyone in the room has quietly learned that disagreement carries a price. An executive is certain he communicates urgency; his team experiences volatility and starts managing him instead of the work. A company diagnoses itself with an execution problem when the real disease is fear, fragmentation, or trust that eroded so gradually nobody can name the day it left. Polished presentations and reassuring dashboards preserve the appearance of alignment long after the alignment itself has disappeared.</p><p>Organizations rarely fail for lack of intelligence. They falter because critical signals go unheard, uncomfortable evidence gets edited out, and blind spots enjoy the protection of authority. The higher a leader rises, the fewer people volunteer contradiction, and the easier it becomes to mistake that silence for agreement. Nobody stands up at the end of the quarterly review with a narrow notebook and a tally.</p><p>This is one of the central concerns of The Available Brain. Judgment is continuously shaped by forces that never announce themselves: distraction, stress, digital overstimulation, institutional habit, emotional residue, and the growing temptation to outsource difficult thinking altogether. We are accumulating cognitive debt while losing the very capacity required to notice it. Like those forty-seven filler words, the interruptions become so familiar they vanish from our own perception, even as everyone around us lives with their effects.</p><p>That Tuesday night still comes back: the burnt coffee, the fluorescent hum, the crooked lectern, and the certainty in the voice that said &#8220;Three.&#8221; The certainty is the part worth remembering. The greatest threat to our judgment is not always what we do not know. Sometimes it is what we are certain we already see clearly. The work of becoming a better speaker, writer, leader, or human being begins in the same place: learning to hear the forty-seven things we cannot yet hear.</p><div><hr></div><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://read.jimkoetting.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading The Available Brain! 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